Thoughts like a saint

For Blair
He can't see the light because it is so dark outside his door
The pass of suffering is in his mind and he can't let go of the pain
Bodies hit the floor in his world, more than they should in any
He can't have a real heart-to-heart in his home because he is to damaged
He can't hope for tenderness because it injuries his soul
He feels too dammed in this world to live

I wish he saw what I see in his life…
I see a boy becoming a man, in a wretched world
I see a clever teenager feel all alone, only if he knew I cared for him
My whole world crashes at the thought of his pain
He is gentle in his thoughts like a saint
I don't what he looking for but if I hold on I can grasp what he does

If I could embrace him I would for years in a bond of compassion for each other
We would be as a brother and sister in wonderland
Oh god, whoever you are, save him for the thought of not making it
I don't want to see his name in the a paper, please take the pain of emptiness from him
So he can live the life he should
Make him brave like a lion, strong like a king

My whole mind fails at the thought of his aching
He is mild in his thoughts like a saint, which I cannot be
I don't what he seeing for but if I hold on I can grasp what he does